How to Tell a Long Distance Friend You’re Struggling with Depression

He says he’ll visit me.

A friend never goes back on his word,

and I know he’s not here for me, no—

his brother lives across town,

and he doesn’t even know I’m down

on my knees again, standing up—

but I can’t help but look up,

eyes forward to arms around

sinking shoulders, tie a string through

the holes in my collarbone and

lift them up like my lips.

Here

I’ve always been a puppet controlling

my own strings, but what would happen

if I showed someone behind the scenes?

Would they scream, say this is obscene?

Or show me their own strings?

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